© There is a sense of peace within me, a knowingness in which I have come to accept that the Lord has a plan; His future will prevail despite worldly confusion or mishap. I am a work in progress and while things may be emotionally burdening in such a moment like today, there is a sense of calmness that overrides my insecurities in regards to the past, the present, and the future. I sit and I ponder on the outcomes that have lead me to where I am today. I sit and I ponder on the positive possibilities of my future. While I acknowledge the sometimes burdening depths of the situations that surround me, I take the time to ruminate upon the Lord’s word, replacing each negative thought with a bible quote and a simple breath. I know the Lord will bring what is meant to me and will be by my side through every roller coaster moment. No longer do I see criticism as a burden and no longer do I feel such an intense need to explain myself. I know in my heart, my desires and intentions must be in alignment with the Lord’s will. I have seen proof when I am staring into the purple and pink skies after a troubling day or the moment in which I am in deep laughter with someone whom God has blessed me with. It’s the little things that make me realize that His plans are greater than mine. Those troubling times have lead me on a journey, leading me to who I am today, and while I am constantly aspiring to improve and yearning for peace in the midst of a stormy day, or maybe just a cloudy overcast, I have come to the realization that God has me where He wants me to be; forever in His arms, dependent on His mercy and reliant on His grace, and for this I am eternally grateful as
I embrace a journey that will lead me towards an eternal life. God bless. 🙏
Kiki Mueller ©
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